Emotional Fight Club

My girlfriend and I have had a fight, except that she is one of those who play it cool when they are angry.

 

Most dangerous!

 

It was my fault, and I am not about to go into details, except to say that it didn’t involve any other female, so it’s not me being unfaithful.

 

More about doing something that showed that I didn’t trust her—like calling her relative to find out about something I should have asked HER herself. Now it looks like she wants an end to our relationship, and for us to be “friends”. In other words, no lover business.

 

I am hurt, deeply hurt.

 

This is going to affect my blogging a bit, so please take heart, and if you do pray, pray for meJ

 

I think space between us is most needed. I have aplogised over-zealously—by way of text, calls, and whatnot. I have even talked to her face-to-face today. She looked me in the eye and said “I forgive you”. But, to me, it was more like “I forgive you, but don’t bother, cos I won’t take you back”.

 

Hell, it’s only been six months!  I am no angel, but can she take me back if I give her some space?

 

In turmoil.

 

That’s ironically the period when my writing becomes all-too-cathartic.

 

Pls help. Suggestions/comments welcome!

 

Till later…